:: CARON ::
I’ve been in a state of total bliss for the past few days. I don’t know how long it’s been since I’ve arrived at this condition but I’ve never felt so free and so alive until this moment. I feel like every move I make, every action I take I’m doing so without worry, thought or restraint.
I’ve never been good with letting go, of just being or existing without reason. I worry too much and often think too hard. Everything tends to get too complicated and tangled in my head.
But now, I’m…free!
I’ve always believed that freedom is a state of being. No one is truly free unless you believe you are. People, places, things, even memories can trap a person on a never-ending loop of uncertainty and winds up getting stuck. Caged.
To be honest, I’m fine as I am now. I’d be happy and content to remain like this for the rest of my life. And with all my senses heightened, I see things more clearly, hear sounds better and feel things differently. And I started to notice things I’ve never noticed before. Everything seems more mystical, more profound.
I enjoy my untamed and savage existence.
No cares. No worries. No complicated thoughts…
Isabella Kai 